Thursday, May 12, 2011

Enough is enough

I've said that before. But I suppose one should never quit quitting.

This is quickly about to become a health issue for me. I'm hypertensive. I can feel it.

But I'm having a problem. There are time when I feel like I cannot stop eating. This is WAY more than something a Weight Watchers meeting/regime can fix.

It's time to dig deep. This is part of why I changed my schedule to the way it is. Tuesdays are GRE/Grad School Prep and MENTAL HEALTH. Why am I like this? What is it going to take to fix it?

No need to stroke out. It's time to get it together. Didn't I see someone close to me die because of years of abuse?

It's time to care. Ugh. Get ready for the onion.

3 comments:

Writing Myself Thin said...

I've already scheduled my walks around campus before each class. 1 loop each to start.

Tuesday is mental health planning in the morning and GRE prep in the afternoon. Setting boundaries, parameters, goals and creating activities.

Annie Bustos said...

I am very proud of you for doing such a brave thing and putting it all out there!! It is time to put your first darling! I love you!!!

Deanna said...

Love you, girl! I know you can do it!