Rock bottom?

Is this Rock Bottom?

We should never be too busy to take care of ourselves but I feel that way right now. Life is stressful and busy and I constantly have to be busting tail or sleeping to make sure I can accomplish all that is needed - successfully.

In the process of this year, I've let myself go even more. How is that possible? God willing, this is rock bottom.

When it's all said and done: I just want to feel good about myself emotionally and now physically too. Who knew that even the elliptical would actually be a worthwhile endeavor even if it wasn't a boot camp or a completely annihilating workout? It was still SOMETHING.

It's time for a change. And even in the midst of organic chemistry is should still be able to do this. I need to do this. For me.

I want to love me again.

Weight Watchers - Mondays. 5:30. Flint.
Overeaters Anonymous - need to call to find a meeting...
Boot camp or at least a gym in Flint

Those are the things to do. Really need to have the first day of the rest of my life soon. Took a longevity test and it isn't good. For years, I didn't care that it was bad. Now I do (I think.)